Well instead of the horrible feeling i was expecting something wonderful happened , i was still holding it back as much as i could but my pants were filling up. Mom xxx video – you were sure i will have walks? makes you all warm and fuzzy inside doesent it? well poop myself like a stupid kid. Apologies if i draw this out so much but this was a deeply impactful moment of my life and i feel i am not alone in some of the things i felt , maybe someone reading this will torment them selfs just a bit less . – Yes , you will – and just smiled, i took that first step, once out was walking down the stairs.
